Childhood is supposed to be enjoyable, right? People are supposed to be able to live their younger years eithout a worry on the brain, as these are the things which will be occupying our heads later on in life; when worries are supposed to happen.
If this is true, then it baffles me why there are some people on this planet, who want to make life difficult for others. Should we have to worry about other peoples’ opinions because of what we wear, how we look, and all those other petty concerns? I think not, especially at this age.
People (some more than others) like to walk around, making other people feel shit about themselves for no apparent reason. What have we done to deserve this? Nothing whatsoever, we do not deserve this one bit. But still, you persist.
From the age of about 14 this has been the case for me; I’ve been treat by others like an absolute pile of shit, and it really got to me back then. It eventually got to the point that I physically tried to break my own arm, just so I could have a few days at home, isolated from these people. How ridiculous.
But now, I think that I’ve reached an age where rather than standing down and letting other peoples words affect how I’ve lived, I can grow a pair and show these bullies (cause that’s what they are, in my opinion) exactly what it was like to be on the receiving end of said remarks.
This is to you, you know who you are.
I don’t associate myself with you any more, and I have absolutely no intentions of doing so at any point later on in life; you’ve caused me enough years of misery, so I do not plan on wasting any more of my life around you. I think you need to realise that now, I can see you for what you actually are - horrible, nasty people, who don’t give a toss about other peoples’ feelings, and you never will. To be honest if you are reading this, you’re probably sat there thinking I’m talking a load of shit. This is cause you’re absent minded and ignorant, and you don’t see the emotional damage you’ve caused in my life.
Thankfully, I have other people in my life, who are the complete opposite of this minority of idiots, and they actually treat me like a human being should be treat. Without these people, I would probably be still stuck in the rut that you have slowly put me in over the years.
I can now see that there are other people in the world, and due to this, I can see that I do NOT give 2 shits about what you thought, think, or ever will think about me. A bunch of idiots like you aren’t going to stop me living my life the way it should be lead, and looking back, I can remember how it actually made me feel, and I would like to replenish this feeling with plenty of joyful, memorable times in the future, without you in my life.
Just because I’m not like you and I’m not what you think I should be, I’m no less of a person than you. As a matter of fact, if anything I am a better person than you all, for putting up with years of bullying, and coming out the other side, still able to get over everything and move on.
You are pathetic, vile mean people and I have put up with you for far too long. This marks a turning point - a turn in the opposite fucking direction!
I wish not to hear from you again in my life, and I really hope that nobody has to put up with what I have during my childhood.
We’re fucking human beings, right?
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